TediousExpectations

So, it's rather obvious that I haven't been on here very much recently. My terrible, cheap little digital camera I used to own got lost at a concert quite a while ago, so I wasn't able to post pictures very easily. But I just recently got a Canon Rebel T1i as a Christmas gift this year, and it's my first SLR. I'm obsessed, and very excited about it. So, with the return of a camera, I will now be returning to deviantart!

I generally like to think that I'm different. Not in the "I dye my hair and do blatantly weird things for attention" kind of different (though I'm sure everyone does I little bit of that too). I mean the, people see something inside of me that is different from other people. Maybe I don't think that I am, but I want people to see me as being different. I want someone to look at me and go, "Wow, she doesn't seem like everyone else." This doesn't have to be a romantic thing necessarily. It has been in my past though. I know at least one person saw me that way within a few days of meeting me.        I want people to see the hidden meanings beh

Well, look at that. I suppose there really is a thing as being too hopeful. And I suppose I was just being stupid about it all. I put in my everything, and I just end up with a broken heart. Again. I thought we were getting better, but it seems as though that wasn't true. I couldn't have done any better than I did. So now I give up.